Monday, June 27, 2011 ; 8:12 PM {♥}
Hi.
Holidays are officially over.
Started the second semester all over again.
Stress, Depress, devastation .. and all kinds of emotions will struck me !
Why??
Cos the results are out..
I onli managed to do well for chinese. ha
the rest are just sickening c and d.
Just noe my ranking for h2 maths .
I am in rank 92 .
Though it is quite high, but i still am glad that with my C for maths, i can managed to get that rank!
ha!
soooo happy..
Today, one of my classmates did not attend sch.
The reason is becos his father just had a stroke and passed away.
Hearing this piece of news definitely stirred my emotions.
I really really felt sad for him.
I tried putting myself in his shoe, i think i will breakdown first eh..
Wonder how shld the class tries to console him.
Even his bestie cried.
the mood is too melancholy.
so, i shall skip this part..
Anyway, i'll be goin to hong kong at year end!
super happy..
OK..
gonna end my post here.
Wishing ALL my friend staying happy and healthy! :D
iloooooooveyous {♥}
Thursday, May 26, 2011 ; 11:51 AM {♥}
"I really do hope that one day i will breakthrough the skies and scream like the glow of the sun.. When the sun comes out, that will be the day of my achievements..."
There i am again posting..
Actually had been posted to a SR JUNIOR COLLEGE!
Should i be happy or sad??
Well to see things at the surface level, being in a JC does no harm at all..
Perhaps, its becos it is just too similar to secondary sch life whereby homework still nid to be submitted, exams piling up like nobody's business..
Sooo the rigour perhaps is still there..
Recently, just completed my MYE '2011 ..
In fact, i waas actually quite pleased with myself for being able to cram all those lecture notes into my head way before the exam..
The first paper was biology..
& the first paper i took back today was sadly also biology..
I sometimes wonder how come when both ppl starts at the same starting point,yet the spd difference would be so great.
Person A and B worked sooo hard for the upcoming exam..
but unfortunately person B just got a sub-pass yet Person A topped the whole cohort..
Well,i am the person B.
Results were out..
Hoping to see that i would at least scored a B grade for bio..
However, disappointment filled the air..
i could almost sensed it ..
In the end, i gt a very straight C grade jumping right in front of my eye while my frens somehow scored better than me..
Shld i be discouraged? sad? cry?
hahas.
YES. I DID CRY.
oh well, crying does help a little..
even the auntie cleaning the toilet also consoled me..
Oh, seriously how bad can i get..
The reason why i cried waas simply becos i did try my best to study for bio but i really really really didnt expect myself to fall in to a huge hole..
Usually all the minor tests , i did farely well but it is always the major ones that really caught me off guard..
Perhaps i am once again bak to where i am in the sec sch..
Similar things always nvr stop..
In the past, i always do badly for major exams as if this is a curse from some kind of a witch.
(P.S. If u did watch beastly, then u will understand wad i say)
Anyway, there is no use crying over spilt milk.
Its over and i promised that i must and will score an A for bio.
Looks like,it is quite impossible for me to get in the top 5% for the entire cohort ald..
Unless my other subject grades really really do help me to get in.
Although it has always been my wish to get into an ACE programme, but if other ppl really do better than me, then i really had no other choice left but to work really hard for my promo.
I think i received great teachers in this sch. yet i am such a disappointment in their eyes.
haiix.
Maybe i really do nid to change my study habits..
Oh well, i am really very lucky to have good frens and i really apppreciate deep inside my heart.
soooo shall sign off noow.
Will be writing agn maybe at the end of the yr.
:)
Cya.
Labels: Life is full of spikes
iloooooooveyous {♥}
Tuesday, January 25, 2011 ; 1:19 PM {♥}
Hello all~~
This week shall be the last week to my freedom..
hahas.
Cos Junior College starting this thursday!
Thinking about this makes me feel quite excited!
It will be a Brand New Start for me!
Just bought a new bag and water bottle to prepare for the brand new school..
Posting result will be on tmr..
Tmr i will noe wad school i going..
Though i applied for St. Andrew's JC and Nanyang..
but i dun think i stand a high chance to it..
Hmm..
Everyone's gonna go to their respective sch and courses..
Most of my frens have decided to go to Poly..
Seems that i am an odd one out.
Hahahas!
Never mind..
Hopefully this thursday will be a good start for me!
Bye~
iloooooooveyous {♥}
Saturday, January 1, 2011 ; 4:07 PM {♥}
HELLO ALL!!
IT IS THE FIRST DAY OF 2011~
Can u believe it???
Its like in a blink of an eye , the year changes again!
hahahas~
Seriously hope i will get average results for my 'O's plssss.
But am quite excited to go into a new school where everything starts from the beginning..
Making new frens, New teachers and lesson..
Even though result day is like one more week but i still have not make any plans for my future yet.
hahas.
Poly or JC??
Is there any wise advice from seniors?
hahahs..
I really dont noe yet..
so shall see my results first before making any move.
hahhas~!
Ok..
Shall end here by wishing everybody a HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
Hope everybody will have their own goals and resolutions to make for this upcoming brand new year!
Goodbye 2010.. Memories that were sweet, bitter and sour will always be in my mind forever..
Labels: Bye 2010 WELCOME 2011
iloooooooveyous {♥}
Friday, December 31, 2010 ; 5:44 PM {♥}
Hi all~
Its the last day of 2010!
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
And lets bid farewell to this difficult, worrisome year..
Hope 2011 will be a better year for everyone~
&& I shall be expecting a smooth year ahead~
iloooooooveyous {♥}
Sunday, December 26, 2010 ; 9:55 PM {♥}
Helloooo..
Happy Belated MERRY XMAS!
hahas..
christmas was soso.
Felt that it was just another day in a year..
Nothing much to celebrate.
Spent the entire day watching show, playing computer..
At night eat Hotpot with family..
Though it was really nothing special(No abalone, shark fins..)
but it was something we could do as a family right?? hahas.Only to eat..
Days really go fast..
Just way too fast thatt the moment i open my eyes it is goin to be the end of 2010.
Results were supposed to be btw 10~12 jan..
hahas.
scary right..
after that we are supposed to choose our school..
Thinking abt this ald makes me nervous.
Seriously .. i dun really have much idea on this..
Guess i had too much choices to choose from ald.
hahhas...
Alright..
Shall bore u the next time round..
Byeee.
iloooooooveyous {♥}
Sunday, December 12, 2010 ; 1:35 PM {♥}
Oh dear.. It seems to me that i have totally neglected this Blog thingy.
hahas.
Reading posts that were so PAST makes me feel a little different.
HA!
I cant believe that my secondary sch life is over.
I still rmb the good olden days where i still complain about studies but right now everything seems to disappear.
And teachers like ms ng , my mentor teacher helped me alot.. and i thanked her for helping me.
Well.. The date for the release of O level results has confirmed to be 11jan 2011.
Thinking about this at the moment makes me a little nervous.
Lots of What ifs spring into my mind.
What if i do badly ? what if my grades were disappointing?
questions bounced up and down like a ball, changing my thousands of emotion constantly.
However worrying right now does'nt seems to be useful now, right?
Hence , in order to push this thought of mine away, i watched quite a number of Idol drama.
While some of them i really enjoyed like Playful Kiss.
hahas.
Its really funny and romantic esp the main lead!
Of course my two month holiday doesnt comprise of playing and watching.
I also went to work in a tea cafe.
In fact, working is seriously tougher than simply studying from a thick book.
So for those who have mindset like thinking jobs are easier or being a student is difficult.
then i hope u can really try it out urself for it is not as easy as u think.
hah!
Alright ..
Pouring my worries here seems to be a good idea!
hahas.
Okay.. i shall continue watching my drama series now!
Bye ~
iloooooooveyous {♥}
